Sad...

I am so uncomfortable and want this baby out for that reason. But if I wasn't uncomfortable I wouldn't want this pregnancy to end. So torn. Been a long hard road. Which I hate that I am 37 weeks and could have him anyday since my others were early. But I just want him to stay in.  

Aw this made me sad.  
Just think of how awesome it'll be holding a new squishy baby  
I dream about holding my baby girl (25 weeks)
I can't wait. I'm sorry your sad though 3:

so what's gonna happen? are you waiting till you turn 38 weeks to get the ok to have the baby?

Agh yeah I know how you feel. Its like you want them out then you don't. I am glad I am at 37 weeks though, lots of girls I know have been going into early labor around 30 weeks and stuff that would have scared the crap out of me. Just don't like how these baby updates say there brains are still growing, makes me hope she stays in.

Sadly I already got the ok at 35 weeks. Because I did steroid shots to help his lungs along. I still had been taking meds to stop labor till the other day when I turned 37. Because my second was born at 37 and perfect, my first 38. I am just in the torn stage because I know how much anxiety I have over not being able to protect them. When they are inside they go everywhere and you don't have to worry about much, really if you think about it. I want to meet him but just feel like saying stay in there! lol I am a dork. I just know I miss being pregnant when I have them. I have two more my husband wants but you never get a pregnancy back once it is over.   Oh well. He should be coming soon. Been contracting really bad and having bloody show. He even dropped MORE overnight he was low before, but now my big buldge starts right where the pubic hair stops! UGH Scary and he has definately grown. I am worried he will be another 9lb baby.

Aw I'm being induced on the 14th, going in the 13th at two to start the process.