Quoting .Solange.:" I've been a single mother for a year and some. I really have been putting a happy face on for a while ... [snip!] ... me. I'm hurting so bad. I just feel like I can't fight anymore, my body has literally broken down. Please someone help me."
I dont know if any words will help you but I will say this.. I was in the same boat.. I hated life.. Was depressed and miserable.. He was my 'first' real love and I thought we'd be together forever.
buttt, i literally just decided, enough was enough. I wasnt going to let another person ruin my life.. My daughter deserved soo much more. and while its soo much easier said then done, eventually it'll get easier. eventually life will be good. eventually you'll look back and think "what the smurf was I thinking, doing and feeling".
I really hope you realize how precious this life is.. There's soo many wonderful people who, one day, can and will make you happy.. and all the sadness you feel now, itll all be worth it.
If you need ANYTHING.. feel free to PM me or text..