re: I can't do this smurf

Try hanging with some old friends, catch up on things and the friends that maybe if yall were close at one point can help you. Ifyou open up to them. Also maybe try getting some new friends, friends in your situation. People who can comfort you all the time exactly when you need them is what is most important, not support groups that only last an hour or online rooms, because once you stop typing,your alone again. I would also try getting on depression and postpartum medicine. My husband is going to prison, 2 weeks before i am due and i am prepared for the depression and loneliness.

Hey mama how are you feeling?

Yeah- i understand how you feel. I feel the same way. I work full time then come home and take care of my three young kids all by myself. It is so hard and frustrating. I NEVER get a MINUTE to myself. People at work always want things of me then i get home and i cannot even go to the bathroom alone. Awww....just the thought of using the restroom alone is a dream- kinda lame huh? But you are not alone. It is sad to see so many happy families in the world and your "friends" on facebook. But I just put on a fake smile bc i dont want people to think i cannot handle MY CHILDREN. And i would do anything for my kids so i just take it minute by minute and day by day. I live for 10pm when i know every kids will be asleep and i can finally sit down.... and fold laundry LOL. Hang in there! That was doesnt kill us makes us stronger- and God only gives us as much as we can handle- And all those QUOTES......