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you're not alone. I have my good and bad days as well. you shouldn't beat yourself up about it though. Some days will be easier to get by and others harder there's a lot of women on here who have experienced what you're going through and some have found ways to cope with the grief- jewelry, tattoos, balloon releases, letters, etc. It may help to talk about it though even if it's just someone you've never met before on the internet. Chances are though your DH is grieving in his own ways too. I am very sorry for your loss, but if you ever need to vent I'll listen.

**hugs** I'm sorry for your loss. Wish I knew some words to say to you but I really don't being that I have not experienced your situation myself. My heart goes out for you though.

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I know your pain and am so sorry for your loss. Its been 1 year and 3 months since my miscarriage and D&C. I just had my baby 9 weeks ago, but it took an additional 5 months after my miscarriage to get pregnant again (we tried for a year prior to the miscarriage). My miscarriage was in July 2011. The day I found out that my baby was gone was the worst day of my life. There was an emptiness inside me that I never thought was possible to feel. I cried every day for those 5 months. I blamed myself. I also started drinking very heavily. I hated being alive. I hated waking up every morning. There were many days where I wished I would just die because I didn't know how to deal with the pain I was feeling. Honestly, if I wouldn't have gotten pregnant again when I did, I probably would have drank myself to death. You are not alone. There are many women here that have experienced the pain of miscarriage. If you need to talk, feel free to PM me. I know what it feels like to not have anyone who understands to talk to.

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I found my home life with SO very hard because I felt like it was his baby too and he was sad, but he didn't understand what it was like for me. I kind of resented him because it seemed so much easier for him. I was crying all the time when little things triggered my emotions, and he acted like nothing ever happened.

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First of all, hugs. I'm sorry for what you're going through. Miscarriages are hard. I've had 3 of them myself. It's not something you'll ever get over, and if anyone tries to make you feel like you need to get over it, then ignore them. It's a lifelong grieving process. I still grieve my losses. Those were my babies. It's okay to feel anger and bitter and sad. It's okay to hate the world some days. And it's perfectly normal to have good days and bad days. You're definitely not alone, hun. If ever you need to talk, please feel free to PM me.

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I love you, I am so sorry you are going though this. I wish I had more for you.  

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