Quoting Mother of Hayward.:" Good for you. I didn't post this so people could come in here and be stupid with me. So if that's what your going to do, you can shut the smurf up and go."
Wasnt trying to be a bitch, jus sayin thats not how it read.
If it is cause it's a good memory, that's great that you have those of this person. I am sorry for what you're going through (and not trying to add to it, btw), and hopefully it gets easier with time. I know the feeling of feeling like someone that you weren't close to's death shouldn't bother you as much as it does, but I kinda agree with the person that said that it was possibly cause of the age and the fact that you knew him at all.
Either way, sorry for the harsh words, I really did take that the wrong way, and I hope that things get easier for you soon, and if not, that you find peace in the good memories that you do have with him.