I think it's finally gotten to me

TTC is starting to really bug me, I do believe. Not really TTC, but my suspected infertility, just trying for a while. I don't know how you girls that have been trying for 2-3 years do it. The smallest things set me off now. We went out to eat at a restaurant and they had a Pillsbury sign on the wall that said "Nothing says lovin' like something in the oven" and it just made me wish I had a bun in the oven. There was a woman in the restaurant who had a fairly young infant, and was talking to someone at her table (guess first time meeting the baby) about how great her life is now. I cry at the drop of a hat now, it's just gotten to me. Anytime I see kids, even older ones, it sucks I haven't been able to have that yet. Anyone know what can help? I guess I'm just stuck in a funk, but I truly hate it.

I can imagine its rough, I'm sorry  

Have you spoken to you GYN about your suspected fertility issues? When I found out that I have Endo, well I'm clinically diagnosed, I cried and cried. Even though I didn't know where I stood with my fertility the thought of not being able to conceive upset me so much, so I can only imagine. Best of luck to you.  

<blockquote><b>Quoting Cattails:</b>" TTC is starting to really bug me, I do believe. Not really TTC, but my suspected infertility, just trying ... [snip!] ... sucks I haven't been able to have that yet. Anyone know what can help? I guess I'm just stuck in a funk, but I truly hate it. "</blockquote>


Sucks being on the end of getting pregnant at the drop of a hat but losing it every time too.

Even being pregnant I am do bitter and jealous if other pregnant women who do this without fear or pain.

You just have to try not to let it get to you. I haven't figured out how yet, but I'm trying.

I was TTC my first son for 5 years. I know what you're going through. I would see babies and cry. I'd limit trips to the store because it seemed everytime I was out I'd see a pregnant woman. I spent an hour in the Target bathroom just crying my eyes out one day. It's hard. I was tired of the constant let down of negative home tests. So, I stopped trying and maybe 6 months later planned a trip to the fertility specialist to see if something was wrong with me. The day I was supposed to go to them, I had a feeling something was different. IDK why I thought that, but I bought a home test. It was positive. I almost fell off my chair. I called my primary doctor so I could get the test confirmed. She had been trying to help me all these years, so she scheduled a test that morning. I was in fact pregnant. I guess the moral of my story is stop trying so hard, and when it's time to happen it will. Being stressed about it, I'm sure is no help. I started going to the gym to consume some of my free time. That helped take my thoughts off of it. I know this is easier said than done, but good luck in whatever happens with you.

Happens to me most of the time. Especially seeing newborns. My SO nephew just had his second daughter yesterday. My SO nephews partner is really fertile and brags about it. Say how when her period comes she realeases 2 eggs instead of one which is total bullsmurf(sometimes makes me want to punch her in her ovaries real HARD) Sorry about my mini vent
But yeah I now where your coming from it will be a year next month of trying being that I got my Mirena out in Oct.
Well lots of baby dust to you and me.

Aww I would think that would be discouraging. Are you taking any proactive measures regarding your suspected fertility issues? It might help to talk to your obgyn and possibly get a referral for a specialist. Even if there is, infact, something wrong at least at that point you'll know what you're dealing with and how to work with what you've got.
I'm sorry you're having such a hard time.

I'm sorry. =(
I know how you feel I'm about to take a break from BG cause I've been seeing a lot of posts about people being scared that they "messed up" and got pregnant or people who weren't trying and it makes me so Angry! it's not their faults that they are so fertile though. SO I feel like smurf for feeling mad at them.
I can't imagine having todo this for years... I hate seeing new babies or pregnant women cause when I do it's like someone punched me in the chest and I get this intense longing.

I'm supposed to test today but I refuse to cause I'm so tired of the hurt from not getting a positive. I feel like a whiner since this is only my 3rd month but damn

I was terrible! After we lost our baby especially, i felt bitter towards pregnant women. It took us 3 years to get pregnant then lost our babygirl at 16weeks, still had to deliver :'( it almost sent me crazy til i got pregnant and had Laila who has just turned one :-) now we having another :-) cant wait! But yes it really does drive you crazy, i was getting through loads pregnancy tests etc, hoping n praying. I dont know how people cope who have worse probs n have to wait longer. I did have an ectopic too and had my left tube removed, so feel lucky i caught again so soon :-)

<blockquote><b>Quoting ❥New Beginnings:</b>" I'm sorry. =( I know how you feel I'm about to take a break from BG cause I've been seeing a lot of posts ... [snip!] ... to cause I'm so tired of the hurt from not getting a positive. I feel like a whiner since this is only my 3rd month but damn"</blockquote>



I don't know if this will make you feel better but on average I takes a healthy young fertile couple 6-12 months to conceive. That's on average. So even though when you decide to get pregnant you want it to happen immediately, but most couples have to wait a while.

Quoting MommaSav2:" <blockquote><b>Quoting ❥New Beginnings:</b>" I'm sorry. =( I know how you feel ... [snip!] ... So even though when you decide to get pregnant you want it to happen immediately, but most couples have to wait a while."

kinda I got ppregnant with my 1st right away so i thought it woould have been the same which i another reason i think I'm bummed

<blockquote><b>Quoting ❥New Beginnings:</b>" kinda I got ppregnant with my 1st right away so i thought it woould have been the same which i another reason i think I'm bummed"</blockquote>




I'm one of those people who gets pregnant at the thought of having unprotected sex. My sister and her husband had been trying for number 2 since may and having no luck and they were getting discouraged when I found out i was expecting my third and hadn't been trying. I was so nervous to tell her i was crying like a baby when i told her. But she wasn't mad at me at all was just super happy for us. An she actually found put she was expecting the next day. We're due 17 days apart.

Quoting Cattails:" TTC is starting to really bug me, I do believe. Not really TTC, but my suspected infertility, just trying ... [snip!] ... sucks I haven't been able to have that yet. Anyone know what can help? I guess I'm just stuck in a funk, but I truly hate it. "

It took me 8 (almost 9) months to get pregnant with my second and I felt simular to how you explain. My periods are irregular...I got pregnant after buying the Clear blue fertility monitor. It helped me alot with tracking ovulation and my best days to conceive.. It was pretty expensive though. (like 150)

Quoting MommaSav2:" <blockquote><b>Quoting ❥New Beginnings:</b>" kinda I got ppregnant with my ... [snip!] ... at me at all was just super happy for us. An she actually found put she was expecting the next day. We're due 17 days apart."

that's awesome. I never get mad at people I'm colseto for gettng pregnant jealous maybe but not mad.

<blockquote><b>Quoting ❥New Beginnings:</b>" that's awesome. I never get mad at people I'm colseto for gettng pregnant jealous maybe but not mad."</blockquote>




I don't know why I expects my sister to be mad. She's really just not that kind of person. But now were having so much fun experiencing these pregnancies together.