Backstory here - http://forum.baby-gaga.com/about2351739.html
Alright so, my parents have a loft, There are three bedrooms and then the half wich is the loft.. Up untill last night.. SO was still sleeping in my room, well i packed all his smurf into a duffle bag and moved him up into the loft where i set up the spair twin bed.. He is pissed. But you know honestly, just after ONE night of sleeping alone..i feel SO MUCH BETTER..Maybe he is mad becasue im done crying and spinning my wheels. Nightly i have come to him and cried and poured my heart out, well lastnight he told me regaurldess he is leaving, so ..im taking a step back and picking myself up and working on making myself better and whole again.. He said he will stay till the first of the year, thats fine with me.. becasue im moving on with my life.. Maybe hes mad becasue he is the one on the sidelines now..im not sure..whatever the case.. im getting stronger. I have made a personal choice to NEVER put my self in a situaiton ever again where i depend on someone, For anything.. this go round i will stand on my own ..and i will make the best life for me and my kid.. No one is gonna ruin it for me..Its not that i dont love him.. because i do.. he is the father of my child.. and im not saying all hope is lost for things between he and i eaither.. but im not gonna be dragged around like this.. its not fair to me or my kid.. Thanks BG for the support.