Tomorrow

makes 1 month since I had my precious baby boy. I wouldve been 29 weeks 2 days today. I find it hard to stop counting the amount of weeks I should be. I long to hold my baby boy in my arms again. I wish so bad that I could see him open his eyes! I find myself blaming God for taking my baby away. How could he do such a cruel thing? What did I do to deserve this? I'm just left with a hole in my heart that will never heal. It seems like I get more upset with everyday that passes. I thought its supposed to get easier. I try to stay positive but its so hard. I don't know what to do. There isnt anything thats going to make me feel better:-(.

Quoting MommyOf3&AnAngel♥:" makes 1 month since I had my precious baby boy. I wouldve been 29 weeks 2 days today. I find it hard ... [snip!] ... I try to stay positive but its so hard. I don't know what to do. There isnt anything thats going to make me feel better:-(."

I am so so so sorry you are going through this.

I wish that you find peace eventually.

<3

Thank you!

I feel the same way!! Its not getting easier its getting harder. My baby would be a month on the 20th :-(

Quoting my angel savannah:" I feel the same way!! Its not getting easier its getting harder. My baby would be a month on the 20th :-("

:-(