Darn it...

I was starting to look so good! I was 139 pounds, I hadn't been close to that in over 4 years! Now, I have gained 10 pounds and I feel and look worse than ever. I just CANNOT get my motivation back. I was on the BEST healthy eating plan EVER it made me lose almost 10 pounds in the first week, just by eating and eating A LOT. Then, we hit some financial issues and BAM can't afford enough healthy food for all the people who live here and here I am fat again at 148 and STILL gaining quickly. Before I know it I'll be back to 160 pounds... I am 5 foot 2 so should not be that heavy. I am so disappointed in myself and just can't find the motivation to get back into it...

Quoting MegsMegs:" I was starting to look so good! I was 139 pounds, I hadn't been close to that in over 4 years! Now, I ... [snip!] ... 5 foot 2 so should not be that heavy. I am so disappointed in myself and just can't find the motivation to get back into it... "

If your fat than I am a hippo LOL. I was 130 when I got pregnant with my first, then I gained 70lbs, and by the time I got pregnant with this baby (when my Son was 12 months), I was only down to 154, and that was with eating great and working out everyday... I am only 5'3 so I looked short and plump LOL. You can do it!!!!!!! Just hang in there.

I FEEL like I a hippo!! I am not as big as after I had my son but I feel like I am. A few days before I gave birth I was 181 friggen pounds... and then I lost some weight and ended up at 160 then lost 21 pounds and I just gained back 10 yet it feels like I am MUCH jigglier and nastier!! I just want to get into shape   Doesn't help that my BF wants to have another baby LOL I just had mine 13 months ago...  

Quoting MegsMegs:" I FEEL like I a hippo!! I am not as big as after I had my son but I feel like I am. A few days before ... [snip!] ... I just want to get into shape   Doesn't help that my BF wants to have another baby LOL I just had mine 13 months ago...   "

Ha ha sounds like we went through something very similar. I was 198lbs when I gave birth, and only lost 12 lbs from having him   Now that is a true hippo LOL! Then it took me a whole year to get down to 154 lbs. Them boom... F U birth control, I'm pregnant again lol. Now I am showing and I actually feel good about myself because I dont look fat, I look pregnant lol. I'm sure after the baby comes though, I am going to be super depressed.

What was your eating plan?!

Awe you'll be fine! you actually did it though, you lost the weight! I just gained it all back basically! My eating plan was from Quebec lol, from a dietician. It is SO amazing. It comes with a sheet that tells you how much of everything to eat and what you HAVE to eat each week and how much. It's so good and you eat so much. It's a lot fruit and veggies and the right amount of protein with each meal. At first it felt like SO much food and it was hard to remember to eat that way, but the sheet it comes with really helps. I was skeptical but not anymore. And afterwards it took me SO long to gain the weight back once I stopped the eating plan. Way longer than usual. And with this diet plan you work your way up to being able to eat like 5000 calories a day without gaining weight. So that just means you continue to eat with the sheet but once you've lost the weight you want you can start to eat ice cream one day or pizza. Just as long as you stick to the eating healthy plan, you can eat up to 5000. I thought it was crazy but it works! I got of it expecting to gain my weight right back but nope, it took me sooo long! sorry for he long message but I swear by this. It's called Thin For LIfe, but in french haha