I'm. Going. Insane. *Vent*

I just need to get this out

Why is everyone pregnant?
Seriously...
I'm surrounded by BFPs....but none of them are mine.

I'm jealous, yeah
Frustrated? Hell yeah

I realize that these things take time...but everytime I hear another "unwanted" pregnancy announcement I feel as though I've been kicked in the stomach.

I feel like I'm losing my mind.
Af came, a few days late this month, hung around for 3 days and stopped.
I thought for sure I was pregnant this month...
I still feel that way, to a degree. I have crazy symptoms that I just cannot get relief from and I am a goddamn hormonal mess... but I had af soooo?

Idk...Now part of my brain keeps screaming "Decidual bleeding!" and I want to test ...but I know when I see that BFN I'll just cry.


This. Is. Exhausting.

Support? Advice? Anything?....

Would it help to take a BG break??? If seeing all of the BFP's makes you angry, take a break and focus on your SO/DH (whichever he may be). Spend some time focusing on your life and don't try to TTC necessarily. Alot of times when you stop stressing it and start enjoying it more, you get your BFP : )

Those feelings are normal but just because they are 'unwanted' pregnancies doesn't negate from people rejoicing. I am sorry you feel this way I would perhaps delete your FB   Hope you get your BFP soon.

I'm not pregnant!!  

This is the first time I've been on BG in forever, this is the only place where I can find moms who wont say "OH whats meant to happen will happen" or "take my kids" ya know?

I'm happy for them, I am... but these particular girls recently had abortions because they "didnt want more kids" or they've been more than public that the pregnancy was an 'accident' but they'll cope with it...
The ones who genuinely are taking responsibility for thier pregnancies and truely are happy, I feel nothing but joy for...
The rest... idk how to feel about them being given another child to care for... ya know?

Quoting E.P. Mom:" Would it help to take a BG break??? If seeing all of the BFP's makes you angry, take a break and focus ... [snip!] ... and don't try to TTC necessarily. Alot of times when you stop stressing it and start enjoying it more, you get your BFP : )"

I think part of what is stressing me is I said that if I wasn't pregnant by September, I'd take a break and focus on other things.... but September came and passed and the reality of that is really starting to settle in.

I know how you feel before I left my sons dad I was wanting another one and I failed. But I am hoping its gods way of telling me I need a different man in my life.

Ok girl, I've got a 3 almost 4 month old daughter and you can TOTALLY borrow her until you get yours   She is kind of stinky sometimes though, but I could use a break! Oh, and as a bonus....... You also get a 4 YEAR OLD!!!!! You lucky dog you!


For real though try not to think about it, just enjoy the time that you have with your hubby, because once that line does show up, it won't be about "you two" anymore. It will happen.

I am so glad someone else posted about this. It's been so heartbreaking around here too seeing girls pop up with BFPs and they weren't trying or they didn't want more kids. I get women who come into my job (im a cashier at lowes) and all i hear them say is "I can't wait to pop this baby out I'm so tired blah blah". I just want to yell at them " at least you have your baby growing inside of you" I had to see mine laying in a bowl dead (lost my son at 16w he died around 13w). It just makes me crazy. I am happy for those who have been trying forever to get pregnant then finally get it but it's the ones who don't deserve to have babies because they don't take care of the ones they do have or they sit there and drink and smoke and do drugs while pregnant. I don't know what to do anymore. We've been trying since the mc and I've recently had a cyst removed and went on metformin to lose weight and I think it's screwed me up (the surgery and metformin) I didn't even get a positive opk this month. Makes me so frustrated cuz now I'm not even ovulating so I know I have no chance of getting pregnant until I start ovulating again.

Hey hun I would just like to let you know that we have a group going for those of us who have been TTC for 6+ months. I think you would find your vents very welcomed there and we are very supportive of each others vents. I truly do feel your pain and I'm sorry that you feel like you are losing my mind. I definitely have those days, especially here lately. You are not alone though and I hope you'll come join us! *hugs*

http://forum.baby-gaga.com/about2341338-9.html

I know how you feel.   I've been wanting baby#3 for near 2 years but had medical problems that I finally got straightened out in Aug. So now hubby and I started this month TTC again!
GOOOD LUCK!
*BABY DUST FOR YOU*

Quoting Bryan Ray's Mommy:" Hey hun I would just like to let you know that we have a group going for those of us who have been TTC ... [snip!] ... here lately. You are not alone though and I hope you'll come join us! *hugs* http://forum.baby-gaga.com/about2341338-9.html"

   this exactly. come join us MommaBear :]