So confused...

I was so excited to get an apartment with my Guy this next week and start our life together. I was ready to make that step and move forward to be a family with him.

He came home today saying he will potentially be getting laid off middle of next month early Dec. Right when the baby is due. So... now moving out isn't an option. I am going to stay with my mom and he's going to live with a family member till we can get back on our feet I guess.

Well that wasn't the only news he gave me. Come to find out Yahshua has been popping pills, again. We hot him sobered up like last year around this time I think. He has severe carpel tunnel and a bad back... so he was thinking of taking percocet again to deal with the pain. Well, he started building a tolerance on them and got addicted... he has been to several different hospitals to get the pills. I had no clue, not a smurfing idea. But now he realizes there's a problem and he wants to be sober for his child...

He's now going through withdrawals... I will be sleeping on the couch because he IA moaning and his muscle twitches are so extreme. I feel so hurt and betrayed words can't even explain. I don't know what to do anymore.

Someone please help me deal with this. I have 7 1/2 weeks till my little Guy is here, stressing out because of other things... and now dealing with his addiction. I'm so hurt. So hurt. If I start crying, I wont be able to stop...

It's not the worst!! You can get through this together, at least he told you and realizes he needs help with it. Don't stress, just take a deep breath and vent it all out! We don't live too far apart so I can be a friend! I'm actually moving up to Phoenix in February.

Needed help.... when it was a HUGE mess to clean up. He should have told me earlier.

So selfish....

Yes, but you can't look in the past, you gotta look to the future. Don't stress though it's not good for the baby, that's all you need to worry about right now. People make a lot of mistakes and it's just part of life. How is he planning on getting off the pills? Is he looking for another job?