late nights

last night i felt so bad because my baby was screaming bloody murder and i had no idea what to do.

I tried everything: i tried walking around with him, i tried bouncing him, i tried feeding and changing him, i tried rocking him and rubbing his back nothing worked and i started to get frustrated so i went to get my dad then he was fine..i feel like im just a baby sitter i dont feel like his mom it makes me feel like smurf