O, baby boy, I think of you daily. I might not tell every single person about you because sometimes I feel like they are tired of hearing about you or I get tired of hearing I'm sorry for your loss cuz I shouldn't have a loss. I can't believe it has been 16 months since we had to endure the worst day of our lives of saying goodbye. I miss you so much. I wish you were here with your baby sister. I should have a 16 month and 8 month old, not an 8 month old and guardian angel.