PPD

Like bad. Like really bad. I hold my dd and I breast feed her..but I have to force myself to hold her (feeding her isnt a problem). I feek so bad..with dd#1 I held her ALL the time and always wanted to...but this time it just makes me cry. Her daddy is in jail (longgggg stupid, so very stupid story) I have no help and no rock to lean on. My family litterally doesnt speak to me nor has seen my children or myself since dd#1 was born 19mos ago. His family doesnt really come around alot..and I have zero friends. I moved away my senior yr..and did move back till three yrs ago and just moved around and worked till I had kids. So I pretty mich have no on the vent to, or get help from except bg . Im so very lonely and sad..

Quoting Isaiah,sophia,&gracie mae:" Like bad. Like really bad. I hold my dd and I breast feed her..but I have to force myself to hold her ... [snip!] ... and worked till I had kids. So I pretty mich have no on the vent to, or get help from except bg . Im so very lonely and sad.."

Have you considered talking to your dr about it yet?? There are safe meds you can take while BF'ing. Good luck mama! Hope you feel better and possibly find some friends to talk to. I'm a SAHM/W and although i have lots of support from family i don't have many friends either..