Quoting Isaiah,sophia,&gracie mae:" Like bad. Like really bad. I hold my dd and I breast feed her..but I have to force myself to hold her ... [snip!] ... and worked till I had kids. So I pretty mich have no on the vent to, or get help from except bg . Im so very lonely and sad.."Have you considered talking to your dr about it yet?? There are safe meds you can take while BF'ing. Good luck mama! Hope you feel better and possibly find some friends to talk to. I'm a SAHM/W and although i have lots of support from family i don't have many friends either..