he would be 5 today

I can't write his story bc it angers me still. But my son was born on October 14 2007 and passed on October 16 2007. He was born at 21 weeks and 6 days gestation. I wrote this poem the day I conceived my 9 month old daughter. I love you Jordan.


There’s been many restless nights and mind wandering days,

when you’re stuck in my thoughts and I’m left in a daze.

Over three long years have passed,

since I gazed upon you last.

I try to look beyond this dark cloud that has cast,

and think to a brighter future, instead of dwelling on the past.

But I still think about you daily, even though I try my best,

to forget the day, that I laid my only child to rest.

I reminisce on the few sweet memories,

of the time you spent here with me.

Because it is neither positive nor healthy,

to carry around guilt and misery.

You came into this world too early and you left this world too soon.

You cried and held my hand early one morning,

then held my hand and took your last breath late one afternoon.

Our Father in Heaven bestowed the greatest blessing upon me,

But just as quick as you entered,

He decided that it was time for you to leave.

You see, the loss of a child is so great, that you think your heart will never mend.

But the comfort of knowing that your child is home with God and safe,

is so peaceful and pure, that your heart will eventually comprehend.

As much as I selfishly want him here with me now,

I dry my tears, and realize that I must let him go and move on somehow.

For I know that I will see him and hold him again one day,

In Heaven, along with others that have passed, and this I do pray.

Im sorry for your loss mamma. That poem is beautiful, had me tearing up! <3

Thank you. It seems it never gets easier  

I am very very sorry.

That is a beautiful poem! Sorry for your loss xx

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Well you are very strong. Im not sure id be able to handle that.

Sorry for your loss

I'm sorry for your loss.

That was very beautiful. I'm sorry for your loss. Know that she is with you always!

Thank you ladies. I am spending the day just loving mt baby girl. I know her brother is watching over us.

Quoting momma melissa85:" I can't write his story bc it angers me still. But my son was born on October 14 2007 and passed on October ... [snip!] ... For I know that I will see him and hold him again one day, In Heaven, along with others that have passed, and this I do pray."

It brought tears to my eyes cause my little guy would have been 3 october 13th. I feel your pain, I even had a mama ask me why they put him on life support....but they didnt put her LO on life support. Smh happy birthday jordan!

Aw wow   Im so sorry mama. What you wrote was so beautiful, it had me tearing up!

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That was beautiful. Thank you.

<blockquote><b>Quoting Ozzie & BamBam:</b>" It brought tears to my eyes cause my little guy would have been 3 october 13th. I feel your pain, I ... [snip!] ... had a mama ask me why they put him on life support....but they didnt put her LO on life support. Smh happy birthday jordan!"</blockquote>




Yea I saw that. I had to force the doctors to put mine on life support. I am still very bitter at the medical field. But I am trying to let go.