Quoting babygirl1026:" I been in the exact same position with my hubby. He was and addict and now is in recovery has been clean ... [snip!] ... mama this is one of the most emotionally driven things you will go through. It's just like a rollar coaster. I am sorry!!!"
Thank you so much! I've been living with him like this for the past 4 years. I try not to worry about him when he's out. But its soo hard not too! I don't really have anyone to talk to this about! Its nice to hear from other women who know what its like