Where did all my dreams go?

So for the past three months I have just lost all motivation to do anything, my house is a mess, my life is blah, and I can't seem to find any sort of spark. I just feel like something broke inside me and I lost my self somewhere. Every thing is going great though, my husband and I are better than ever we are paying all the bills on time for once, we aren't having any problems other than my heart just being so blah, I mean I swear everything is just great but for some reason I just feel empty.

I'm not a drama hound so I know it's not like now that things are good I'm upset. Its more like I just need something more something besides waking up taking my oldest to school, coming back and getting to work while taking care of my youngest, then waiting for my husband to come home. I mean it's the same crap day in and day out no difference no break no nothing. I just don't know what to change it, to stop it from being so boring. And even when I do find something to shake it up I can't seem to find the want to do it.

I know this is long and just a mass of run on sentence but I'm to the point where I honestly don't give a smurf. About anything really I can't find anything that sparks my interest and even if I do it only lasts for a second before I go back in to blahs ville. I don't know I just ugth! I want something to change I want my life to not be like this it shouldn't be like this where I wake up every morning hoping to god that I can just go back to sleep and not wake up until something interesting happens.

I'm just venting really because I'm tried of feeling like all the things the outlandish dreams the creativeness, the spark that used to be me is just gone out.

I don't know what to do to get it back.

I feel the same way.......

Quoting Ally-Mama of 2Boys &1Girl:" I feel the same way......."

It really sucks.

Quoting Ally-Mama of 2Boys &1Girl:" I feel the same way......."

Me too. Its like a timeless loop I can't seem to get out of. (if that makes sense)

Quoting almuuh:" Me too. Its like a timeless loop I can't seem to get out of. (if that makes sense)"

Where days blur together so bad you can't even tell what day it is or even what time. That's pretty much me.

I feel similar. My whole day is spent waiting for bed time so I can just go to sleep... I have absolutely no enthusiasm for anything and I hate feeling this way.

Quoting Wolfy:" Where days blur together so bad you can't even tell what day it is or even what time. That's pretty much me."

Exactly. I'm just hoping that something exciting happens soon because I'm going crazy.