posted 11th Oct
idk i have the same situation, sometimes it really bothers me because something that really tore me up for a long time and when it happened again i just turned all that off like a lightswitch and didnt care-chose to end it myself.
idk if it effects how i think i felt about my first pregnancy, i do understand that i was in a different place emotionally and mentally. i just get caught up on the fact that i could change my mind so easity on something that impacted me so much
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