I need motivation

I lost my 6 day old daughter 2 weeks ago today...she would be 3 weeks tomorrow I just keep thinking about everything I would be doing with her right now...I feel so empty and lost and like my life will never get better. I even had her halloween costume picked out :-( She was so perfect and beautiful and I just can't be happy at all. The only reason I have for living right now is my kids and my husband. We still don't know why she died and its killing me not knowing. I just don't feel like doing anything all I do is think about her. I saw her today for the first time since she passed away, she will be cremated tomorrow. She was so pale and cold. She didn't even look like herself she is black white and indian so she wasnt a pale baby, but she was just all white today when I saw her. I kept staring at her like she was going to wake up or something.....I feel crazy!!!

I am so, so sorry for your loss....  

I am so sorry for your loss, mama

I am truly sorry for your loss.  I will pray for you and your family.

I am so sorry for the loss of your precious baby girl. May god bless you and your family, you are all in my thoughts and prayers <3

I'm so sorry for your loss  

I am so sorry.
If you don't mind, when will you get the otopsy results to see how she died?
I can't imagine your pain...
 

They said November it takes awhile with infants because they have to do a lot of testing

I am so sorry for your lost i cant imange what your going thru  praying for your strength mama!!

Very sorry to hear of your loss. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.

I am so very sorry for your loss. She was so beautiful and this is so unfair. I hope you have lots of love and support around you right now. So sorry   Rest peacefully sweet Savannah. <3