Quoting sua madre bella:" I am currently round abouts 4 weeks pregnant and in no position to have anpther baby... but I don't have ... [snip!] ... record I was getting readh to get a non hormonal bc do to an abnormal lump in my breast and me not bring able to take hormones.".
im glad that you are looking into all your options . i cant tell you i know how you feel cause i dont but you will do what is right. there are tons of ladies like me out there who would make great mothers but sadly its not easy or possible for us to so we rely on women who do chose adoption. i hope whatever decision you do make you are happy with