:: sigh ::

Nicholas is starting to exhibit some of the same behaviors as Ashtian. He's just......I dunno. I already have one special needs kid. I don't think I can handle another one. I love my kids but sometimes I just can't stand them. I wanna go hide in my closet.

If thats not bad enough....I know my older son has problems with depression and adhd and some unknown learning disorder.


Smurf I don't know I just need help. Its frustrating.

I don't have any experience with that, but my heart breaks for you. I sometimes think about how grateful i am that my children don't have any difficulties like that, and how it could have been me because it can happen to anyone.


*hugs* i have nothing useful to say, other than you are probably a very strong lady. I commend you ability to deal with the struggles of every day, which most people know nothing of. Don't be too hard on yourself, mamma.

I have a special needs child myself, and I know how tough it can be. I have said a prayer for you and your children.

Focus on the Family has counselors that can speak with you over the phone for free -- you might consider giving them a call. The number is 1-855-771-HELP (4357). I know that during my time working with Focus, I've found their counselors to a great source of guidance and support. There is also an article on their website about parenting special needs children that might be helpful: http://www.focusonthefamily.com/parenting/parenting_challenges/parenting_a_special_needs_child.aspx?refcd=88704&p=1157699

Hang in there -- I agree with the previous poster that you sound like a strong lady.

God bless you!