what should i do?

OK so its kind of weird since I'm not the kind of person who can commit to a serious relationship lol but I also only ever tried once and that was 11 yrs ago.

So here goes. Lol

So I have been in love with this one Guy for well since the first time I met him. We instantly became really good friends. I was sorta seeing someone at the time and he was living with his gf, who was pregnant not his kid tho. I was 22 he was 21.

We hung out 24/7 he lived downstairs they had no internet no cable and I did. So they were always up at my place we watched wrestling together and we wrestled with each other we drank played video games. Etc...

When he split from her and I was no longer.seeing the other Guy we stopped talking all together. Weird right. So a few yrs goes by he has a new gf she has a baby on the way I'm with.someone. we start talking again.

He tells me how much he had loved me and I tell him the same we start hanging out behind everyone's back (nothing ever happened in case ur wondering) my Guy was.super jealous his gf was too. We were both all complaining about ate relationships to each other etc....

Well I split from mine he.does too again we stop talking lol one day we start talking again just like old times hanging out drinking etc...we sleep together all drunk one night. I get pregnant. I lost the baby tho. Anyways that was 2 1/2 yrs ago. After that we lost touch again.

Well he just moved really far away and we started talking again and I'm a wreck. I love him I really do so far he is the only Guy I have ever actually loved and thought about really being settled down with. Well he tells me he regrets everything that ever happened between us and he was an idiot and has always loved me and.wished things could have been different between us but we only ever talked and hung out when we were with other ppl Kwim?

I don't get it, I mean why didn't we get together when we were both.single right? Lol

Well I'm single he is single but now 13 hours away. What do I do? I guess its kind of a pointless vent. Blah not much can be done know right?

I'm really confused about everything and feel really stupid about it too.

Anyways do think things may ever work out, or is it too much of a long shot? Lol any advice really.

Thanks for reading srry its long. Lol

<blockquote><b>Quoting Coupon Lady:</b>" OK so its kind of weird since I'm not the kind of person who can commit to a serious relationship lol ... [snip!] ... think things may ever work out, or is it too much of a long shot? Lol any advice really. Thanks for reading srry its long. Lol"</blockquote>



I don't know. Def. Kind of weird since he's so unavailable. What would happen if you moved to where he is?

<blockquote><b>Quoting HisDiva3:</b>" <blockquote><b>Quoting Coupon Lady:</b>" OK so its kind of weird since I'm not the ... [snip!] ... I don't know. Def. Kind of weird since he's so unavailable. What would happen if you moved to where he is?"</blockquote>




Well I don't think I could uproot my 3 kids and move lol too far away. I think he will move back within the next yr tho. It just sucks lol Kwim?