well.... maybe???

we are so not in the best place to have another kid... but I want one. I didn't realize it till just now. I am now 4 days late for my period. After having unprotected sex on one of my fertile days that was like right before the day that I was supposed to ovulate (we do natural family planning and use condoms to).
So I was sitting here thinking about it and looking at old pictures on facebook because I can't sleep. And I started looking through the pictures of when my babies were "baby" babys and it just went *poof* "It wouldn't be so bad to have another one now would it?" then i was like   where the crap did that come from??? lol

I am seriously crazy for thinking that way. My husband is away 4 weeks out of the month basically. We have a 3.5 year old and a 2 year old. If I was then I would have a 4 year old a 3 year old and a newborn on my hands. Am I crazy??????

why why why did that thought pop into my head???? I mean if it turns out that I am not pregnant then I will want to get pregnant and if its not an oopsy right now it just would be stupid to try for one. GAH!

My SIL has a 5, 4 and 2 year old. She is married but he works A LOT so she is pretty much a single mother.

Quoting Sonia[MOBAS]:" My SIL has a 5, 4 and 2 year old. She is married but he works A LOT so she is pretty much a single mother."

I bet that is hard to do. I am almost through potty training the ones that I have lol. And they are crazy kids to... sweet caring loving babies but crazy to lol

I kind of know how you feel, just different situation I think.
I want another baby so bad. It's so frustrating.
But time will pass no matter what so 'eh'. One day.

Quoting Mum-of-2:" I kind of know how you feel, just different situation I think. I want another baby so bad. It's so frustrating. But time will pass no matter what so 'eh'. One day."

Yea I know what you mean. I didn't really think about it till an hour ago and then it just hit me. If you would have asked me a week ago did I want another one right now I would like be like "hell no not right now" but damn....

I just don't know maybe I am or maybe I am not I just talked to my husband and told him that I was 4 days late now with no sign of it showing up. and all he said was uh oh that doesn't sound good. I obviously didn't tell him that I wanted another one because he would be like LETS DO IT! lol