I'm still on the verge of recovering from the aftershock of losing two beautiful loved ones...
In the year 2011 (March 05th), I lost my dad to a malignant cancerous brain tumour, type 4 (last stage). It's still taking me and my family a while to recover. He died at the age of 44, very young. He was fighting till his last breath. A very loving and sociable person, my best friend. I do miss him so much! Still heartbroken. My mum is widowed at the age of 40! I can't bare to see her in her state. She's lonely and sad.
After so much happening, I then lost my first child, my baby boy on the same year, Sept 2011. I was 14 weeks through pregnancy and still grieving!
I am finally expecting again. My due date is on feb 24th 3013! Looking forward to a new start.
My respect and heart goes out to all the people suffering, fighting or has passed away to cancer. Also mothers who have lost their child and still grieving xxx
Thank you! It has been a struggle. My sister still suffers from panic attacks and both teenage brothers have lost their confidence in many ways.
I hope the baby that's coming will bring a lot of joy and happiness. At least that way we can stay more motivated.
Worst thing is every time I close my eyes I go back to seeing my dad take his last breath. I go back to holding my baby in my arms for the last time. I hope I can get out of it soon!! Don't want to hear anymore bad news. :-( xx