Quoting Blair B:" <blockquote><b>Quoting Lillybutt's momma:</b>" This! Can't have PPD 2 days postpartum?"</blockquote> ... [snip!] ... a weeks pot partum. And I don't think I have ppd I didn't know it was so bad to just wana hangout with my bf alone for a while"
There's nothing wrong with wanting a date night but you just had your baby and all you can really think about are things going back to normal. Things will never be the exact way they were. You need to accept that. You're a mom now. A mom of a 1 week old infant. Hanging out should be the last thing on your mind.
If you don't want to be a mother, you know your options. Adoption or safe haven.