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posted 5th Oct
<blockquote><b>Quoting Shanti & Tay:</b>" awe so beautiful....was she born too soon?"</blockquote>



Thank you so much.
No she was term - 37 weeks. She had major malformations with her vessels and veins. That caused her heart to be enlarged and swelling in her brain. She never had a chance.
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I'm due September 23rd (a girl), have 1 child & 1 angel baby & live in North Carolina
posted 5th Oct
Quoting Ƙillingℬird:" <blockquote><b>Quoting Shanti & Tay:</b>" awe so beautiful....was she born too soon?"</blockquote> ... [snip!] ... with her vessels and veins. That caused her heart to be enlarged and swelling in her brain. She never had a chance."

oh damn, poor lil baby, shes in heaven now looking over you and your family  
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I have 1 child & 1 angel baby & live in Ontario
posted 5th Oct
Quoting Zombie_Girls *:" this is such a beautiful contest !! I think they should all win. I am very sorry for all of your losses "

 
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I have 2 kids & live in Georgia
posted 5th Oct
Quoting Shanti & Tay:" this is for the angel baby's we brought into the world but they left early enter 3 pics of your angel baby and their name"

This contest brought tears to my eyes. My son was born october 12th 2009 and lived on life support for 24 hours. I was 18 weeks and he was 1lb 7oz. I only got to say hello. He wasnt even suppose to live because his head was in my fallopian tube. If i didnt keep falling asleep from the anasthesia (sp?) I would be able to show pics  .
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I have 1 child & 1 angel baby & live in Houston, Texas
posted 5th Oct
Quoting ★ Raych ★:" My Angel, Skyyla Marie. She was born a perfectly healthy baby girl on January 16th, 2001. I was young ... [snip!] ... even if it was so short. I'm not much of a religious person, but she is my Guardian Angel and I will live in her memory. "

She's so beautiful, Raych! I can't even imagine the heartache you must live with...but she is definitely watching over you all.
All of these sweet little Angels are so precious! Sorry for all of your losses...
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I have 3 kids & live in Georgia
posted 5th Oct
Quoting *3*Luv*Bugs*:" She's so beautiful, Raych! I can't even imagine the heartache you must live with...but she is definitely ... [snip!] ... she is definitely watching over you all. All of these sweet little Angels are so precious! Sorry for all of your losses..."

Awe, thank you! It's hard, even after 12 years. The pain never really goes away, but it does get a little easier. I don't fight the tears anymore, I embrace them. I was blessed with getting to meet her and cherish the moments we did have. She was a gift and I see so much of her in her brothers and sister.
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I have 3 kids & 1 angel baby & live in Roanoke, Virginia
posted 5th Oct
Quoting ★ Raych ★:" Awe, thank you! It's hard, even after 12 years. The pain never really goes away, but it does get a little ... [snip!] ... getting to meet her and cherish the moments we did have. She was a gift and I see so much of her in her brothers and sister."
Wow youve gone longer than me  . My son would have been 3 this year. I always find myself writing stuff down in a tablet. How do you cope?
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I have 1 child & 1 angel baby & live in Houston, Texas
posted 5th Oct
Quoting Ozzie & BamBam:" Wow youve gone longer than me  . My son would have been 3 this year. I always find myself writing stuff down in a tablet. How do you cope?"

I honestly don't think I could answer that. I just think time is what got me through.. and I've had a lot of rough patches.
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I have 3 kids & 1 angel baby & live in Roanoke, Virginia
posted 6th Oct
Quoting ★ Raych ★:" I honestly don't think I could answer that. I just think time is what got me through.. and I've had a lot of rough patches."


Yea my first year was tough. My pregnancy with Cassius was super tough. I just kept thinking it was gonna happen again but I keep praying and after I passed 18 weeks I felt better. I tried to make sure I did everything right (or at least what I thought was right lol). As it gets closer to my sons bday this year it all comes back to me  
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I have 1 child & 1 angel baby & live in Houston, Texas
posted 6th Oct
Quoting Ozzie & BamBam:" Yea my first year was tough. My pregnancy with Cassius was super tough. I just kept thinking it was ... [snip!] ... right (or at least what I thought was right lol). As it gets closer to my sons bday this year it all comes back to me  "

 

I have a lot of mixed feelings about it. I sometimes feel hatred.. like how it wasn't fair that she was born perfectly healthy, and then just one day she was ripped from my arms unexpectedly. I was given the most beautiful baby girl, and suddenly she was gone for no reason. I felt like I was being punished for being so young, I was 16 when I got pregnant. I almost wish that I would have known, so I could have prepared myself for it... but there's not a damn thing in this world that could prepare you for the loss of a child.   But knowing or not knowing, I'm sure the pain would have been just as devastating.
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I have 3 kids & 1 angel baby & live in Roanoke, Virginia
posted 6th Oct
Just want to share a poem I had wrote for my angel.

Sunset at Noon

I always thought that when it came
I'd be ready for the end.
By that time I'd be resigned and tame;
Death would appear a welcome friend.

But what if I still want to live,
still want to learn and grow?
What if I still have gifts to give,
and I'm not yet ready to go?

What if I am too young still,
not old enough to die?
What if I want to wait until
I've experienced life to say goodbye?

You were way too young.
You were taken away too soon.
Your time had just begun,
the time of your life set at noon.

Wherever you have gone,
nearby or far away,
please realize that, with you,
a piece of me died that day.
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I have 3 kids & 1 angel baby & live in Roanoke, Virginia
posted 6th Oct
Quoting ★ Raych ★:" Just want to share a poem I had wrote for my angel. Sunset at Noon I always thought that when it came ... [snip!] ... life set at noon. Wherever you have gone, nearby or far away, please realize that, with you, a piece of me died that day."

That made me cry   it was so sweet. In 5 days he would have been 3, I would have a 3 years old running around  . I was 19 when I got pregnant but it was so weird, when i had cassius I was scared but I knew when I didnt have a cycle every other month it wasnt the same. I would probably be much worse if he was full term   im just really emotional and sensitive like that
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I have 1 child & 1 angel baby & live in Houston, Texas
posted 6th Oct
Quoting Ozzie & BamBam:" That made me cry   it was so sweet. In 5 days he would have been 3, I would have a 3 years old running ... [snip!] ... month it wasnt the same. I would probably be much worse if he was full term   im just really emotional and sensitive like that"

Me too. 12 years later I still cry. Her birthday, the day she left, and mother's day are the worst for me.
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I have 3 kids & 1 angel baby & live in Roanoke, Virginia
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posted 7th Oct
i lost my baby boy at 3 weeks 6 days old and its heartbreaking i miss him and love him so much jayden will always be in my heart xxxxxxxxxx
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I'm due August 24th (a boy), have 2 kids & 1 angel baby & live in United Kingdom
posted 7th Oct
Quoting Clare lvsherkids Frear:" i lost my baby boy at 3 weeks 6 days old and its heartbreaking i miss him and love him so much jayden will always be in my heart xxxxxxxxxx"
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I'm due August 24th (a boy), have 2 kids & 1 angel baby & live in United Kingdom
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