re: I wanna be excited, but I know I shouldn't be just yet.

Quoting Alexis's Mommy 2 Be:" Oh I am so sorry, I can't even bare to imagine the anxiety,grief,pain,and loss you are feeling right ... [snip!] ... I really hope all turns out for you,and you get you a miracle baby soon!  don't give up hope and keep faith! Goodluck dear!"

Thank You. I dont even know what to feel right now. It seems as quick as i found out it was all taken from me. With that being my 5th pregnancy and having only 1 child, it really lowers my hope of ever having another child, or makes me scared to even try again for another.

Quoting ~Isaiah's Mama~:" Wow! I'm so sorry! Praying everything goes well and you won't need surgery!"

Thank You. Im hoping i wont as well, but i wont know till saturday