Fear of relapse...(vent)

I am so afraid I'm getting ready to relapse with my MS. My migrants have been coming back and last night I was so dizzy and weak it wasnt even funny. Today I'm dizzy, feel weak and have absolutely no energy. My head is pounding. I haven't had a problem like this since last yr and I hate feeling like this. Bed is definitely going to be my friend today. I hate laying around in bed but I'm no use to anyone right now. I feel so beat down its not even funny. I don't know what to do. I don't have an appointment with my neurologist until the end of the end of the month so I won't really know what's going on until then. All I know is I don't feel good. I am so not ready for this. I was diagnosed with MS earlier this yr and I have been feeling pretty good until last night. I lost the vision in my left eye in April this yr like I did last yr and I feel I'm due to repeat the same relapse this yr that I experienced last yr. this yr has gone the same way as last yr. I am so not ready to live my life like this. FML this ends my pointless vent. I'm just really frustrated right now.

I'm sorry love.  

<blockquote><b>Quoting Chuck Finley.:</b>" I'm sorry love.  "</blockquote>




It's okay. I will deal sooner or later. My dr wants to switch my shots because my insurance don't wanna cover it but I just read up on the Rebif she wants to switch me to an I'm going to tell her she's on crack.

<blockquote><b>Quoting ANT0911:</b>" <blockquote><b>Quoting Chuck Finley.:</b>" I'm sorry love.  "</blockquote> ... [snip!] ... don't wanna cover it but I just read up on the Rebif she wants to switch me to an I'm going to tell her she's on crack."</blockquote>




Hope you can find something that'll work for you.