Having a rough time :(

If you're going to judge, gtfo.  

Mason, my parents and I are currently living in a small hotel. I don't know how long we are going to be here, but I am completely devastated. I have been crying all day long.

My dad has been unemployed since February of this year, and while he has been collecting unemployment and we have been making it just fine, there was about a month where he didn't receive any because he had to file for an extension, and now...here we are.

Thankfully he has received a job, but it's too late for us to be able to pay our rent and stay in our apartment. He starts Monday.

I smurfing hate this. I just want to curl up and cry forever. I have told Mason probably a million times in the past week that I am sorry. I can't wait to finish school and get the smurf out of this place. I don't know how long my parents will live here, but I can't. I just can't do it.

Sad..and feeling sick.  

Aww mama.   I know how awful that is. I'm sorry you have to go through this. I am very thankful that you and Mason have a roof over your head of some sort. And I KNOW how much you want to give him more. I'm single mommying it with two kids so we're stuck with my parents right now too. You'll get there. You've hit a rough patch. This too shall pass. I wish you the best of luck!

That's rough  . Its probably not where you want to be but at least you guys have somewhere to sleep. Things will get better. That might sound like a lame cliche I know but it's true. At least you're going to school, that's taking a step to better your situation.

Thanks you two. It's just so hard.
He sleeps on his own in his bed, but with all of us in here it's going to be hard.

Last night he fell asleep with me in my bed and then at about 2 this morning I put him in his bed. I want to go home  

it really sucks when you feel like your whole life in coming down around you and you feel like theres nothing for you to do. its better for it to happen while hes young before memory kicks in. it gets better.. might take time but it will get better.. your dad has already gotten a job but it takes time

Try to keep your chin up mama. It will get better eventually, and I hope that's soon for you. Btw he's a cutie!