its so hard :'(

its so hard loosing something and then watching so many people becoming mummys.. I don't want to sound so nasty when I say this but I just can't be happy for them at all. All I want is a baby. And it seems like everyone else is getting pregnant and am the only one here scared. I can't talk to my own family about anything anymore as its all about my sister being pregnant...
Keep getting baby books posted threw my door saying how big my baby would be now.  all I want is a baby. And it seems like its never going to happen and keep thinking that when it fanilly does am going to loose another baby. Just feels like its all my fault why it all happened this way:'( ovulation tests getting positive every month and doing everything right and still no pregnancy. I don't no what to try anymore sorry for writing on here about something so perfetic..xx

It's okay to hurt and grieve. You'll have your baby someday.

its really hard to get pregnant when you are so sad, or stressed. I have seen so many people finally get pregnant when they quit trying. So, just quit trying and have fun. have spontanious sex, and not planned because your ovulating. Do it when you really feel like it. Your baby will come.
As for your loss, I am sorry. I lost my first when everyone around me was having babies. everyone at my ob office was pregnant or had little babies with them. It was horrible, and i feel your pain. My suggestion is to put everything baby related out of site. if you get a magazine in the mail just put it up without looking at it. You can pull it all out later. And I know its hard, but it helps.
As for your sister, She isnt just having a baby of her own, She is pregnant with your Niece/Nephew. That is a baby for you to spoil and play with and hold too! Try to be excited about being an AUNTIE! your mommy time will come soon enough.

I know how u feel hun. I was with hubby 5 yrs before i stayed pregnant. Everyone i knew decided to get pregnant and did. I lost 10+ babies before i stayed pregnant. It was a fight to keep him in lobg enough but we made it thru. Another 9yrs later we have a surprise pregnancy, i didnt want to even tbink about being pregnant again, id lost quite a few in those 9yrs. I only ovulate 1-2xs a year so just getting pregnant is hard, staying pregnant was even harder. Both times we quit trying and i pushed it out of my mind and then i was pregnant. Ive had to make the decision to have a partial historectomy for my health and because i couldnt take another loss. If u ever need someone to talk to im here and i understand.

Thankyou evryone. I no what you mean by take it out of my mind. But am never busy always sat around not really doing anything. So that's the only thing I think of. Even when there's something going on am sat around thinking about how much I really want a family. And how much that little helpless baby was wanted. Me and my partner are both the same with it. Its always on one of are minds and no matter how hard I try I can't just stop thinking about it. I've read on a lot of sites that that preseed lube is good. And spose I've not tryed that way yet. In a way I think its something rong with my body I don't no what because the doctor told me that I'd have to misscarry 3times before they will even consider doing any kind of test. It harder knowing that the week I lost my baby my sister fell pregnant.x

I'm sorry you're feeling that way.   I know exactly how you feel. It's hard to watch everyone around you find out they're pregnant, when it's the one thing you want more than anything. It's normal to feel upset, angry and bitter. I had my second miscarriage last August. Two days later, my SIL found out she was pregnant. It was so hard, because all anyone wanted to talk about was her pregnancy and it tore me apart. I'd have to get up and walk out of the room, because I just couldn't stand it. It got easier, though, and eventually I was able to be happy for them. I still have a hard time when my friends announce their pregnancies, though. If you ever need to talk/vent, I'm here. I hope you get your sticky baby soon.

Its just so hard when am getting texts all the time saying am this far gone or when someone puts a baby picture up on there photos. It kills me inside because its all I want and its just like I can't have it. I never fort I'd want something so much. But its killing me inside. Was talking to someone the other day and they had just aborted a baby. And I went home and cryed because there's so many people out there that want a baby and there also so many people out there that abort babies... I don't no what to try anymore one of my friends has also just found out she's pregnant and she told me she's bin trying around about the same time I have and she got some clear blue ovulation tests used them for 1month and just like that she's pregnant. I've bin using some ovulation tests since I misscarried and I do get posative but still nothing   am thinking about buying some clear blue ovulation tests. But there expensive for what they are and don't want to get them and them not work  any idea what I can do. Anything atall that might work ill try xx