Quoting sua madre bella:" I am this way, but its because I'm insecure and have never thought any good man would want to be with ... [snip!] ... want to be with me.. so I don't show emotion... I'm trying with so because he is the first man to show me sincerity and love"
Maybe this has something to do with it too because I just feel like if I give my relationship my all and it fails, I feel like I would be more devastated if I had opened up with the person more. I did this with a guy, we started dating with long distance (met through a friend) and it ended quickly after we met. He seemed to be perfect guy and gave me the best bday and valentine's day I have ever had but when it ended I felt like crap for opening up the way I did.