I lost her:'(

I don't even know where to begin. Sunday September 23 at 1157 pm my baby girl Journeigh Grace was born sleeping. Its officially the worst/best day of my life. She was so beautiful. It all begun that Saturday when I went to labor and delivery around 8am for cramping. I wasn't in labor but they noticed my blood pressure was high. They put me on some meds but it continue to increase. Around 11:15 pm Saturday they decided to induce labor. At first I said no. I was only 41 weeks. As if her having trisomy 13 wasn't life threatening enough she would be premature also I couldn't let them do it. But after a while I went through with it knowing that a seizure would definitely be more tragic for her than anything. So labor was induced. Around 5cm dilated they came in to check her heart rate. She was gone. I couldn't believe she was just there doing fine. An ultrasound was done no movement. I was just in shock. A little later she was born. Doctor laid her on my chest. I couldn't help but break down. There was still a part of me that had hope. I still waited for her to cry or something. She was so beautiful weighing 3lb 12oz cold black hair, chunky cheeks. I thought I could love her anymore but suddenly I did. You will always be with me baby girl:'(

Aw, I'm so sorry Momma.   May your baby girl rest in peace.

I am so very sorry for your loss  

im so sorry  

So sad. I'm sorry mama.   hugs.

I'm so sorry, but I'm glad you were able to see and hold her in your arms even if only for a short time. May she rest in peace.

tragic. I hate when things like this happen. I'm so sorry for your loss.

I'm very sorry for your loss. *big hugs*

I'm so very sorry!!!!  

Omg mama   , I am so very sorry. *Hugs*

I'm so sorry   have no other words...

I am very sorry for your loss!!!

  I am so sorry for your loss, I'll keep you in my prayers.

im in tears...so sorry for your loss  

I am so sorry