Plain & simple:
I am in love with one of my bestfriends.
His name is Miguel, I've known him for about 3 years (or more) and we go to the same english institute to get our exams. I have been in love with him for quite a while (half a year or more!) but never really had courage to let him know. The bad part is that our institute ends up on 20th october so after that, I won't have any real excuse to be with him no matter what. I want to let it out of my chest but I'm afraid he says he doesn't like me in that way (things between us would turn really awkward lol). I love him a LOT and sometimes it does seem like he loves me back, too. But I don't know, it's confusing.