Quoting Uh-milly'Yuh:" Don't count yourself out yet! I thought I was out yesterday (was also 10dpo) when I got BFNs, but I got ... [snip!] ... but I got my BFP today. I know not getting yourself down about it is easier said than done. I was soooo depressed last night."
I felt like crying when the second line didn't appear. We haven't been TTC long but I just was hoping it would be boom fast, but it's not going to be at all. It took me along time to conceive our daughter and be able to carry her.
I think I'm just going to try and relax and let your story inspire me into not counting myself out yet.