Last day of work!!

OK so I went to the Dr. yesterday, and he said that my bp was very high and that I needed to stop working and relax at home.....RELAX what the hell is that when you have to get ready to be a first time mom??? I went home and could not sit any more still than if I were at work. Everyone reminds me that I need to "relax" for the baby's sake. This makes sense to me and makes me feel a little selfish for trying to be superwoman with all the cleaning and other various crap.

But here is the thing....I am really scared  I don't know what to do with myself. When I do try to relax all i can think about is the fact that any time now I will be someones mommy. I also look around my house at all the chaos (we are re-doing our house) and all I want to do is clean and organize!!! Oh boy, what was I thinking. In the past 9 months I got married in Sept. found out we were preggo in Oct. started re-doing our house in Dec. Was I crazy???

Have any of you been here before? Of corse you have so share some thoughts 

I know how you feel! I cannot relax at home no matter what I do, I'm either cleaning, chasing my 3 yr old or out and about doing errands. I'm so glad that I'm not on any kind of bedrest. I'd be going crazy, the only time I sit down to 'relax' is night time but even then I'm consently getting up and taking care of my son. Thankfully tomorrow is my last day of work so I won't have so much running around to do cause I won't have to take him to his dad's. Which takes up half my day.

We are super women! Don't you know that. LOL. I am the same way. I also got married in September, got pregnant in October, found out I was pregnant in November, and started renovating many parts of our house. I went into labor this past monday, and I too am supposed to be on bed rest.

I so know how you feel. Bed rest SUCKS. I dont like being told that I can't do things. It makes me feel like I'm needy and whinny. But I know it will all be worth it in the end. Keep that in mind. Your baby is worth it.

Quoting Mrs. MNM:“ We are super women! Don't you know that. LOL. I am the same way. I also got married in September, got ... [snip!] ... me feel like I'm needy and whinny. But I know it will all be worth it in the end. Keep that in mind. Your baby is worth it.”

Holy crap another chick on a mission. Boy we really wasted no time gettin it done. You are exactly one month behind me. The funny thing is that when I was like 30 weeks or so I was bitchin and moanin and now I am like WTF was i bitchin for?? This morning I could not stand up straight because the baby was in such a position that when I tried, it felt l ike my vajj was going to fall off  Then i laid down for a few and all was good. Wow, can you believe how fast it all went? Some times I think to myself I want to do it all over again, the wedding , finding out about baby, the whole thing. IDK, I guess it is just really sinking in now that this is my life.

Do you find that everything you and DH have gone through these past months have brought you closer? Are you more in love than ever?