Don't look back, just keep right on running.

i have no idea what the hell you are thinking even going back to him after he hit you in the stomach the first time if he could hit you when your pregnant who says he wont hit you again or even your children you honestly need to stop thinking about yourself and start thinking about those children you brought into this world its not fair to them to see a relationship like you had its seriously gonna mess them up when they get older get out now and leave its the best thing for all of you you dont want your kids thinking its ok for a man to hit a women expecially if you have boys and obviously he doesnt even want to be with you hes just using you for your money

you say you cant afford this place on your own, yet you say you dnt pay 50/50 you pay 100% of everything, surely by getting rid of him you would save money on his gas and pants etc.....