I need Encouragement!

This is my 3rd pregnancy, my first son Nathaniel was still Born 14 months ago, My second Eli completely stopped forming in our third month, now i am 11 weeks and 5 days with this pregnancy and scared to death, because after Nathaniel passed away i just knew god wouldn't let me go through that again with Eli.. but of course it happened. and now even though i am pregnant again i can't picture actually getting to keep my baby...i need some encouraging stories please anyone.

my mother in law her first pregnancy was atopic and her second pregnancy her son was born at 26 weeks lived only 58 days she thought forsure he was goin make it and he passed away . .then she got pregnant at and starting bleeding real bad they thought baby was gone and told her she misscarried and she didnt she found out she was still pregnant and was so scared she was going lose him but she didnt he was born healthly little boy that is now 25 years old. .and also had suprise baby girl after him she was fine too now she has 2 wonderful kids . .ill keep u in my prayers

i lost my last baby at 17 weeks in march... and im scared to death as well! but hopfully april 8th will be a goood date for both of us!!!!!  

I am trying to be hopeful, we get to hear the babys heartbeat this thursday .with the doppler, and i am terrified