Still mourning

My name is Danielle and I am 31 years old. I have 4 boys and I recently just found out that I am expecting my 5th child in May. It was definitely a surprise but I am embracing it. I told myself that I was never going to get another abortion. I had and abortion back in January and I was not happy with my decision but I did it anyway and I have regreted it everyday since then. I would be giving birth right now if I had kept it so I kind of look at this pregnancy as Gods way of trying to help me cope with my loss. I have joined a post abortion group as well and I hope it will help me deal with the loss for the future and for my mental status' sake. No matter what anyone says....having an abortion really is hard to get over. I have a friend who had one 15 years ago and she still cries when she talks about it. If there is anyone who has just experienced or needs advice about a decision please feel free to ask me. God bless!!

I'm sorry about your loss. :[ But congrats on the new little one :]

I still cry everytime I talk about my abortion too  
4 years ago.
Sorry for your pain, congratulations on your newest LO on the way. Everything happens for a reason.  

I still cry when I think about it. It was 5 yrs ago. I recently posted about it because I was so messed up.
The due date of my aborted baby and my daughters due date were the same day. a year apart. And I had my daughter on her due date.
I'm sorry. I know how you feel :-(

jessm401, the one year birthday of my aborted baby is january and I know its going to be very difficult for me because thats the month that I find out the gender of my new baby. I think God gave me this baby for a reason and I am never letting it go. I am sorry for your loss but yo have a beautiful daughter and love her everyday like its going to be the last. She is worth it.