my heart just broke

DO NOT QUOTE or ask for details. Just a vent and I dont want all my business out there for everyone to judge.

My son and I were in the middle of watching Finding Nemo, hes laying on the floor when all of a sudden he makes a sad sound and says "awww I miss my daddy" and got really quiet and started to cry a little. My heart broke, I havent felt pain this bad ever, this just tops all the other bullsmurf in my life. I seriously hate my life. He hasnt said much of anything until now, a month and a half later. It kills me to know hes hurting and theres nothing I can do to fix it. Just another reason to hate that smurf even more. end vent.

Aww that is sad  

that'd kill me, too. Sorry Mama..  

i rember when my kids where little and say things about their absent bio father, made my heart hurt for them. all i can say is it gets better! (hugs)

sorry Momma   He'll understand one day. You're doing the best you can for him and yourself! That's most important.

that breaks my heart too  

Its taking all I have to not burst out crying in front of him. Once he goes to bed Ill let it all out. I hurt so bad for him, I never imagined this would happen to him. Hes always such a happy smiley guy, to see him like that was horrible.

My sons sperm donor has not been involved in his life at all, in all of his 4 years.

I am so thankful my fiancé is a father to him, and I hope that Tanner never feels that emptiness.

Sorry mama

My dad bailed on us when I was little and sometimes I'd be upset about it, but now as an adult I love and respect my mom so much for how hard it must have been on her. He will be okay!

I know the feeling. My daughters father just went to jail aa few months ago and he is looking at life. She cries for him and carries his picture around. It is heartbreaking.

That is too sad.