I had my handsome Ray 3 days ago.
ever since the first inital pain of pushing out a 8lb 5oz baby gave way a little, all i have is extreme feelings of love. So much love that I feel like crying constantly.
Other than the emotions I've been extremely tired and in pain non stop. im not bleeding bad like last time, but my whole body aches. I keepy feeling like im going to pass out and i feel sick non stop.
Whenever i look into the mirror its like seeing a ghost. i'm so pale and look so drained. (Im not breast feeding btw)
Im also still having sciatic nerve pains...is that normal? i thought it'd go away after the baby was born.
I seriously feel like I'm going to die i feel so bad at times.
And i see spots too. blah.
So tired i dont even know why im on here...mabe someone can ease my mind, i hope.
last time i had a baby my body didn't feel this drained.
and i took a lot less care of myself last time. i had PP depression. i think i just have a love version of baby blues.
but idk why i feel this bad. im even drinking ensures ontop of my prenatals...
So anemic, huh? my lips are really pale and my eyes look sunken back. "ghostly" explains me now-a-days.