Do you feel worse towards the due date?

I am having a lot of difficulty recently. Today's my birthday, so I should be happy, right? But all I keep thinking is I should have been 38 weeks pregnant tomorrow. I've been having a lot of anger recently, and the only thing I can guess it's from is frustration with myself for having such difficulty TTC. It's approaching one year and I just want that feeling again, I feel as each AF comes, my heart breaks more. Is it normal or should I seek some help, because it's becoming crippling almost. I am crying daily now, when it used to only hit me every few weeks.

I'm so sorry hun. I would definitely talk to a doctor about counseling and or medication. I know it's hard right now but you deserve to be .happy again. *hugs*

It does get more difficult as your due date approaches, especially when you see former due date buddies posting their labor stories and pictures of their babies. It's like a slap in the face. You'll have your good days and your bad days, but if you feel your grief is preventing you from functioning in your day to day routine, then you may want to seek some counseling.