I left my first love and BD 3 weeks ago. We have a 13 month old daughter together and last week I found out that I am expecting again. I believe that I had valid reasons for leaving but at the same time I feel really bad for leaving him. I asked him if we would ever get back together. His reply was "u realy want to keep hurting me." Now I feel like smurf because after all I am the one who walked away from him. I am just feeling really lost and lonely right now.