Quoting Chroma Hex [+1]:" It just happens. Sometimes I feel like I'm just going day to day, not making major decisions, literally ... [snip!] ... the world. I don't force myself into hobbies or dealing with people. It goes away faster if I just get to melt into myself."
i went to the college counselor and psychologist before i was pregnant, she thought i might have bipolar disorder.
it was a big issue back then . im not going to lie, i didnt mind that lense, i didnt want to do anything to fix it because i thought maybe its what gave me my intelligence, or personality. it didnt do so well for my relationships though.
they were going to put me on meds when i found out i was pregnant and stopped going, everything seemed okay. i thought maybe it was realated to my first loss and now that i was pregnant again it was over.
since i had him ive been in a bad place from time to time it just didnt seem as...idk...bad as before.
even now this seems different, maybe i have more control over it now.
my new BC isnt helping thats for sure