I hate sharing Caleb with his dad. Don't get me wrong, I'm so happy that Luis actually WANTS his weekends with him. But I just miss him so much when he's gone. I miss having him to cuddle with at night and to play with during the day. It's only been 3 weeks since Luis and I split up so it's still pretty hard on me and I'm not used to being away from Caleb like this. And the loneliness really hits me. Pointless post, yes. Just felt like ranting.