We all have those days, I've been having many of those days recently. I had my medical termination a week ago, and every time I start to feel ok, I feel guilty for thinking like that, and also don't want people to think I was faking being sad before. Even though I knew it was the right thing to do, it still hurts really bad and I honestly don't know how you've managed to live through the pain for so many years. I know time is a healer, and I'm so happy that you've finally found peace in everything, sometimes things just aren't meant to be, and we have to believe that everything happens for a reason. Don't feel bad about the choices you made when you were younger, they're what you lead you here today. If you ever need to talk, feel free to message me. Hope everything works out for you,
Thanks for all your kind words. Time does heal, it just takes a long time sometimes. And I don't think you can ever really get over some things, but you can learn to deal with them, which is good enough for me.