I hate...

Being a single mom. I'm always the bad person. nobody understands that being a single mom means that you have nobody else to watch your smurfing kids so you can get smurf done. In the split second of turning around smurf happens. Guess that makes me a bad mom. I went to grab the lawnmower and mind you A was right behind me. I turn around to turn it around and she is gone. I drop everything and go running to find her because we live close to a highway (which I smurfing hate I'm about to break my lease to move somewhere else) and she is out next to the highway with a lady saying she was out in the middle of it. Literally 30 seconds from the last time I saw her. I know for a fact she was never IN the highway she was next to it. Yes I know it is dangerous which is obviously why I ran out to smurfingfind her with my search starting in the front of my parents' house. UGH! I'm so sick of this smurf. The lady told me I was a bad mom and even though she doesn't have kids that she knows better than to turn her back for a second. I'm sorry this is the earliest I was gonna get off today and already had a warning to cut my smurfing grass.

I'm sorry.
How old is your LO?

Quoting *Turtles*:" I'm sorry. How old is your LO? "

2 years.

Quoting P3RvYmCp3rv:" 2 years. "

Maybe put your LO in a pack n play if you have one.

Quoting *Turtles*:" Maybe put your LO in a pack n play if you have one."

She will climb out of it and I don't even have one nor can afford one.

Screw her she doesn't know your life! Sucks you don't have anyone to watch her for a few minutes glad she was ok.

Quoting P3RvYmCp3rv:" She will climb out of it and I don't even have one nor can afford one. "

That sucks. How about mowing the lawn when she goes to sleep? Late, but it would be done.

Quoting EskimoKiss:" Screw her she doesn't know your life! Sucks you don't have anyone to watch her for a few minutes glad she was ok."

Yea their dad isn't reliable or even able to care for them because drugs are more important and its just like a constant smurfing battle. I can't do this smurf anymore. I feel like smurf. I do everything in my power for the smurfing kids.  

I'm sorry Kala!   I'm glad A was okay though. I hate it when people with no kids think nothing like that could ever happen to them because they "know better".  

on the 4th of july my 3 yr old was actually let out by someone coming to the party, and he didnt try and stop him cause he wasnt sure if the kid belonged to the house, so I found my 3 yr old down the street walking with someone that was on a walk, I was LIVID to say the least, but they didnt call me a bad mom...those are fighting words!

Quoting [yo.]:" on the 4th of july my 3 yr old was actually let out by someone coming to the party, and he didnt try ... [snip!] ... with someone that was on a walk, I was LIVID to say the least, but they didnt call me a bad mom...those are fighting words!"

That's what pissed me off about it. I smurfing turned for a second to get the smurfing lawn mower when she was BEHIND ME ! Like really? I'm smurfing trying to improve my and the kids' lives but I can't smurfing win. I'll never win this ever. It is just another thing that proves that even though BD had drugs and such around the kids he is still a better parent. I can't keep doing this smurf. Maybe I should just give them to him.

Quoting P3RvYmCp3rv:" That's what pissed me off about it. I smurfing turned for a second to get the smurfing lawn mower when ... [snip!] ... and such around the kids he is still a better parent. I can't keep doing this smurf. Maybe I should just give them to him. "

calm down momma your not a bad mom and your kids are better off with you than a druggie. your kid ran off it happens stop beating yourself up.it was an accident and she wasnt hurt now you no next time to keep her in front of you. your not a bad mom you just had a bad day  

Quoting *karlees mommy*:" calm down momma your not a bad mom and your kids are better off with you than a druggie. your kid ran ... [snip!] ... an accident and she wasnt hurt now you no next time to keep her in front of you. your not a bad mom you just had a bad day  "

It still just makes me sooooo mad! Its not like I was out jacking around I was smurfing trying to get smurf done. I talked to the police officer and was like look I'm working 10-12 hr shifts almost all week. I have a short time to get this stuff doen.