Quoting Mrs.O♥:" <blockquote><b>Quoting Dicey Wifey:</b>" I've been really down the last few days. ... [snip!] ... more school, but regardless you can do it either way I have faith in you. You have gone this far you can achieve it all!"
I think it really is a grieving process. I kinda feel like a part of me wants to give up completely so I won't get my hopes up again just to be crushed. I just don't want the heartbreak. I'm considering seeing a therapist... with or without DH. He doesn't seem as concerned about TTC as much anymore. I'm glad I got him to go to his urology appointment this week but I'm afraid of what they're going to say. I think deep down DH is concerned too.
Thanks for the encouragement. I'm excited about the possibility of persuing higher education. I think DH isn't so much. He jokingly says he'll divorce me if I apply for grad school.