re: BG Confessions

Quoting bbbt:" She stalks you on here? What a weirdo. "

yeah. then when she posts smurf either on my threads or her own, she makes it seem like they have the perfect smurfing life. Im so over it.

Quoting Yurvon [♥]:" yeah. then when she posts smurf either on my threads or her own, she makes it seem like they have the perfect smurfing life. Im so over it. "

Dust on your shoulder, hun. <3

I hate how much time I've wasted, I've not done anything good with my life other than waste time. It sucks  

I HATE that I wasted the last 6 years of my life on you. We were eachothers everything and you knew it. To just up and leave after everything we have been through, to leave my son asking where daddy is constantly, leaving me wondering what the smurf I did wrong when I know I didnt do anything wrong is beyond screwed up of you. I still love you more than anything, but I still wish you would just drop dead or dissappear so you could stop hurting everyone. Nothing can ever take back what you did. It hurts knowing you gave up on us so easily without even trying. Youre a bitch for that and I hope your miserable for a very long time to come. You deserve the worst after everything you have done to us, I just wish I could stop loving you....

I wish you didnt stop me from moving down to FL, if I would have been able to, I would have been able to get a job, go to college, and have help with our son. No, you made me stay, where I cant get a job because in order for me to get a job I need a car because there isnt a bus route, but of course you dont give a smurf about that. it was all about because you wanted to see him whenever you felt like it. Now I want a job and be on my feet and be able to get out and make friends and do things myself for our son since you arent smurfing around to do smurf for him. Not that I smurfing trust you.

I like this thread.

Confession:
I really really really like you, but Im not bold enough to tell you. I thought you liked me too when you messaged me asking for my number but you only wanted to know if I would be willing to help your non profit because you needed a new art instructor.  
And of course I say yes, even though I really dont have the time but I just want to be close to you. FML

I hate that your family ( mainly your mother ) make me feel like I've ruined you, and changed you. I hate that they blame me for our daughter passing, I hate that they sit around and make fun of me, I hate that they do their best to mentally abuse me in every way possible. And you do nothing about it, all you do is tell me to ignore them, just " brush them off ". It makes me believe sometimes you agree with some of the smurf they say  

There is something about you that makes me want to go all middle school bully. I don't like it. I despise bullies. Why am I feeling this way?

I wish you werent such an ass hole. I did really love you and it broke my heart to leave you but I couldn't stand you picking video games over me. Constantly accusing me of cheating or wanting to smurf your nasty ass friends. No, I didn't know I was pregnant when I left you although that wouldnt have changed smurf. I wish you would have wanted to make love to me more than once every few weeks. You made me feel like your god damned room mate, cleaning up after you and smurf. You never wanted to sleep next to me, I wish you would have chosen the bed with me over the couch. I wish you would realize that I didnt cheat on you and he was made from you sperm, although you keep calling him 'it' even though hes 4 months old now. I hate you for telling me to abort him when I told you I was pregnant.

You have made me so horrible about myself that I feel as though no one will ever want me until I loose weight and look ok.

SmUrf YOU!

Quoting Yurvon [♥]:" You have made me so horrible about myself that I feel as though no one will ever want me until I loose weight and look ok. SmUrf YOU!"

I know how that feels.
It sucks.  

Quoting Yurvon [♥]:"

You are beautiful and deserving of love.

Quoting bbbt:" You are beautiful and deserving of love. "

Thanks. But after 10 years of being told that Im not skinny or Im not good looking yeah... Its sunk in so badly. Thanks, ex and grandmother.

Quoting Yurvon [♥]:" Thanks. But after 10 years of being told that Im not skinny or Im not good looking yeah... Its sunk in so badly. Thanks, ex and grandmother. "

Just because you don't fit their flawed perception of beauty doesn't mean you're not beautiful. I'm sorry they said those things to you.  

Confession Number 2!

I've cheated on nearly every guy ive been with except my SO. I have no regrets on cheating on prior boyfriends. I've slept with a married man who had a child at the time who was only 6weeks old.

Dispite my cheating past. I cant find it in my heart to cheat on my present SO.