Quoting bbbt:" I don't know you all that well, but what I have seen of you, I think you are very bright, kind, caring, and funny. I wish you didn't feel that way about yourself. You have great potential. "
Quoting Back to Noob Status:" Thank you so much. That means a lot to me."
Quoting Back to Noob Status:" I do think about killing myself. A lot. And you know what? I think it will happen. Not today, but someday ... [snip!] ... I attempted suicide. Talk to me then, I wouldn't have thought to have use a gun. Now? Blowing my head off doesn't scare me. "
Quoting Ꭶwan♥Nemö:" Well I really really hope that will never happen and that you stop feeling that way. I see you a lot ... [snip!] ... ridiculously smart and awesome. I dont know you personally but I do know that the world would lose a treat if you left it."
Quoting bbbt:" Today as I was driving home I had the overwhelming urge to flip my car and kill myself. I feel so worthless, so inept. So stupid. I just feel like my life is not worth living anymore. "
Quoting Back to Noob Status:" Don't say that. You are a wonderful person! Why do you feel that your life is not worth living?"
Quoting bbbt:" It seems like I can't do anything right anymore. I am a disappointment to everyone. I feel like a terrible ... [snip!] ... a terrible human being. I feel like everyone is so frustrated with me right now that they would be relieved if I died. "
Quoting Back to Noob Status:" No they wouldn't. They would be so hurt, your family, your SO, everyone. No one is perfect, and even ... [snip!] ... way too. It starts as a whisper and then becomes more nagging to the point of feeling irrational. Have you tried any meds? "
Quoting bbbt:" Yeah, I've been on Zoloft for the past eight years basically. I don't know what happened. This year ... [snip!] ... been awful for me, and for no real reason. I had my depression completely under control, and it just sneaked back up on me. "
Quoting Back to Noob Status:" You may be building up a tolerance to Zoloft since it has been in your system so long. Have you talked to your doctor about raising the dose or switching meds altogether?"
Quoting bbbt:" Well I was trying to wean off it. My doctor had some concerns with my liver. I was on 100mg last year, ... [snip!] ... what I'm on now. I just don't think it's enough. But I don't know if I can up the dose if my liver isn't functioning at 100%. "