re: BG Confessions

Quoting Brianna G :" I'm so sorry  But she is embarrassed I guess. She had my oldest sister at the age of 17. She just ... [snip!] ... I still think about it sometimes. Everyone I know that is pregnant is all excited and I have no feelings towards it at all."

Hunny I know exactly how you feel. I didn't have any emotion toward my baby until a few months after I miscarried. I was kind of numb through it all. Then one day, I broke down and felt so guilty for not loving my baby. I wonder constantly now where I would be if I hadn't miscarried.

Just try to ignore her best you can... don't let her ruin this for you. I understand that she's worried and it will be hard, but you know, it can be done. You just have to work hard.

I finally had a breakdown today.
I am so sick and tired of being sick and tired.
I feel like I am pregnant but SO and my mom don't beleive me and neither wanna buy me a pregnacy test.
I am so extremley depressed right now.
I just wanna curl up in a ball and die.
I smurfing hate being a teen parent. I love my baby, but this wasn't the right time.
We have no money.
He just got this job and they are already cutting his hours.
We are so smurfing broke it's not even funny.
He gets paid tomorrow but once we pay what need to pay it's gonna be gone.
I hate myself.

Your kid is a pain in my ass.

I really hope this anti-depressant works.
If not, well, I don't know what will end up happening.

Quoting ProginoskesII (SuperKink):" I really hope this anti-depressant works. If not, well, I don't know what will end up happening."

Hope it works for you too. Just remember if you have any suicidal thoughts it could be a side effect of the medicine & to call your doctor right away so they can try something else. Sometimes it takes doctors a few tries with other medications so see what works best for you. Hope you feel better soon!

<blockquote><b>Quoting bbbt:</b>" Hunny I know exactly how you feel. I didn't have any emotion toward my baby until a few months after ... [snip!] ... this for you. I understand that she's worried and it will be hard, but you know, it can be done. You just have to work hard. "</blockquote>




Thank you for being so nice. I feel much better! Thank you for listening.

Quoting Brianna G :" <blockquote><b>Quoting bbbt:</b>" Hunny I know exactly how you feel. I didn't have ... [snip!] ... You just have to work hard. "</blockquote> Thank you for being so nice. I feel much better! Thank you for listening."

No problem at all. <3

Quoting can111:" Hope it works for you too. Just remember if you have any suicidal thoughts it could be a side effect ... [snip!] ... else. Sometimes it takes doctors a few tries with other medications so see what works best for you. Hope you feel better soon!"

Thank you.
I was having thoughts before   and that's why I mentioned anything to my doctor. How would I be able to tell if I'm having the thoughts because of the meds or because it's not working?

Im a horrible mom. I dont want to read to him. I dont want to do homework with him. Im in pain all the time. He wants to help me with things. I dont want him to turn and be like me like my mom did to me.

I just dont have the strenght to work on things. God, I hope that this isnt what I think it is. But I have to be in pain for 3 months until it is diagoned.

Quoting ProginoskesII (SuperKink):" Thank you. I was having thoughts before   and that's why I mentioned anything to my doctor. How would I be able to tell if I'm having the thoughts because of the meds or because it's not working?"

Honestly I don't know. But either way you should tell your doctor, because some meds will give you that kind of side effect, but you obviously want the ones that don't, so either way tell your doctor. Hope all goes well for you, keep your head up   if you need anyone to vent to or anything you can inbox me

Quoting Brianna G :" I'm so sorry  But she is embarrassed I guess. She had my oldest sister at the age of 17. She just ... [snip!] ... I still think about it sometimes. Everyone I know that is pregnant is all excited and I have no feelings towards it at all."

im sorry i know how you feel.. when i first got pregnant with LO i didnt want to be pregnant again, my son was only 12 weeks old when i found out and by that time i was 7 weeks along... im anti abortion and SO wouldnt let me do adoption... i cried for weeks... i wasnt a great mom with my son as it was how could i take care of 2 of them... i am not proud of this but i asked god to please take her back... and then i started having issues... i felt horrible! i had a blood clot in my uterus (sp) and was having pre e symptoms at 16 weeks! i was told i probably wouldnt make it to 30 weeks before i had her because at 22 weeks my body was trying to start labor...

and yet i stil had no feelings towards thisbaby... i new she was a girl, i knew what we would name her.. everyone was excited except me.... it honestly and i know this is sad, it didnt kick in until about the day after i had her... i didnt hold her right away, i let everyone else see her..she spent the first night in the nursery... and the next morning i went and got her and that when it hit me.. i layed in bed with her and sobbed for all the horrible thoughts i had during my pregnancy, for asking god to take her, im so glad he didnt take her back... and nowi feel horrible if anything happens...

so i know how you feel i guess is what im trying to say... hopefully it wont take as long for you as it did with me because i still feel like a POS for it and she is six weeks old... i dont think it wont ever bother me...

good luck mama

I truly feel Im unlovable. Every time I have a chance at a relationship, I smurf everything up. Im flying solo. I cant put myself through this anymore.

<blockquote><b>Quoting mommy2noah&crystel:</b>" im sorry i know how you feel.. when i first got pregnant with LO i didnt want to be pregnant again, ... [snip!] ... me because i still feel like a POS for it and she is six weeks old... i dont think it wont ever bother me... good luck mama"</blockquote>




Thanks. I hope I get over these feelings. But you have given me hope! Thank you so much!  

<blockquote><b>Quoting Brianna G :</b>" <blockquote><b>Quoting mommy2noah&crystel:</b>" im sorry i know how you feel.. when ... [snip!] ... luck mama"</blockquote> Thanks. I hope I get over these feelings. But you have given me hope! Thank you so much!  "</blockquote>


Your very welcome, I will give you another piece of advice, don't try to to force it... if you do and you dobt feel something your gonna feel worse about the whole situation

Last night, s/o and I went out to dinner. We were bickering at each other for some stupid reason I can't even remember, and I said something, and he replied with "Everything you're saying is going in one ear and out the other, and meanwhile, I'm looking at another girl's ass."

Just... what... the... smurfing... smurf...